who will I be?

  السلام عليكم

hello worldy
how's your new year eve last night? was it fun? or you just stay at home like me?
umm, well I was watching bukan empat mata when the year changed. there was nothing special last night.
I'm not a party-animal, so I prefer sleep under my warm blanket, drink a cup of tea and watching tv.
it's more comfortable than to stand among the crowd.

ok, let's talk about the main topic.
yesterday I wrote 'figure out my future goal' on my resolution list (you can read on my previous entry).
some people said that we have to know our goal first to reach them, but some people said tomorrow is mystery so we have to put our best on present.
honestly, I feel confused. which one I should do. but I found one main problem here, which everybody have.
everyone have one big question on their life: who will I be?
only 4 words, but has a huge power to make us 'galau'
who will I be? who will I be?
if we've already knew the answer since the first time we born, we do anything without afraid of risks.
God doesn't let us know so we do anything on our best. take a risk. make mistakes. pray. try. and feel alive.
we're all lost. lost in the world which has millions of possibilities. but this, make us always wonder and keep on trying.
so lemme state my own sentence:
life is a big river that we're all swim on. so just enjoy every little flow. because someday, you'll finally know the result of every efforts you've made ;)

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*sorry if some words are grammatically wrong ;)